Why a blog?

This is my attempt to create an online journal to keep a record of events that I feel I can share publicly.

What will follow is my somewhat clumsy attempt to put all the pieces together of who and what the phoenix is and how it relates to todays world.

Most of what is written here may well seem delusional and most certainly it's not for everyone. However,there are indeed some who will find this information useful, and for you, I write these journals.

My name is Gary. Since 1987, I have had the phoenix consistently in my life on a daily basis. It was not something I sought or encouraged in any way. Still, it happened and continues to happen.

I am no longer looking for answers. I am now attempting to share these experiences with others.

For the record, I do not drink, take drugs or engage in any mind altering activities. I've never even been drunk. All that I will write here is with a clear head.